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At five o'clock all the girls left the schoolroom.
When I was sure no one could hear me,I climbed down from the chair and sat on the floor.
I no longer felt strong or calm,and I began to cry bitterly.
I had wanted so much to make friends and be happy at Lowood.
Now nobody would believe me or perhaps even speak to me.
Could I ever start a new life after this?
"Never!" I cried to myself. "I wish I were dead!"
Just then Helen arrived,bringing my coffee and bread.
I was too upset to eat or drink,but she sat with me and talked gently to me.
She helped me to stop crying,and feel a little better.
When Miss Temple came to look for me,she found us sitting quietly together.
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